The Diary

Last night’s hunting trip left me so exhausted that Daddy had to gently shake me awake this morning.

                “Nessie, it’s time to wake up darling. You’ve got a big day ahead of you…and a night down at La Push.”

                I’m not even surprised anymore that he answers questions before we ask them. My eyes are wide open now and I rush to get dressed. Daddy tells me to have fun and ti mind Jacob (who is already at the main house). Once again he is waiting for me with open arms and I’m all too happy to fill them. Momma and Aunt Alice are waiting as well. Both of them stare at me with their liquid topaz eyes and I know what they’re going to say. “Remember Jacob is the big brother and we’re all sisters. Never wander away from Jacob.” I’ve heard this all before but it’s nice to hear concern again. And with that we all pile into Uncle Emmett’s jeep (the only car big enough for our loot).

Since everyone loves a variety when they shop, we decided to head to Seattle. It’s a somewhat long car ride and my eyes start to drift...

After I beat Uncle Emmett two more times in hide and seek, we sat on the couch and watched some football. Watching sports with him is a sport in itself. He gets so into the game that Esme has taken away all of the breakable furniture whenever there is a game on. It’s a good idea too because the people at the furniture store are starting to wonder why we came in there every few days.

The sky starts to darken and the hours start to go by. Pretty soon I hear heavy footsteps making their way into the living room. I know that Jacob is here since everyone else in my family seems to walk on air. I bound off the couch and jump into Jacob’s open arms.

                “I missed you Jake. How’s Billy doing?” He smiled at me and tightened his grip on my body.

                “I missed you too, Nessie. Billy’s doing great. He misses you a lot. He asked when you’d be coming down with me again. I told him about our plans tonight and that I’d ask your Mom and Dad if you could come with me tomorrow night.”

                I nodded my...

Being a member of the Cullen family and female means that you are often an accomplice whenever Aunt Alice decides on going shopping…which happens more often than it should since we rarely wear anything twice. I always have fun though. The looks that people give us are slightly amusing. Aunt Alice appears gracefully by my side and informs me in a hushes whisper that we’re having a “girl’s and Jacob” day out (since Jacob goes with me everywhere) tomorrow.

                “Aunt Alice? Since we’re going to be around a lot of people does that mean we have to go hunting tonight?”

                She gives me one of her wide smile and says in a voice that can only belong to an angel, “Yes, I believe that we must if only to quench the burning by a small margin. And Nessie, don’t forget to let Jake know. If he wants to come hunting tell him we leave at about 9pm.”

                I ran to get Jacob and let him know of our plans. No doubt he’ll want to come along. He enjoys the chase and occasionally I’ll let him tackle one for me. It makes him feel powerful.

Jacob, of...

To sum up Jacob Black’s importance in my life into one diary entry is almost an insult. I will do my best though. Momma’s known him since she was little and they’ve been through a lot together. In fact if it weren’t for Jacob, I might not be writing this today. He helped keep Momma alive when Daddy tried his best to give her a somewhat normal life. To sum up that story: Jacob is the reason we are all as happy as we are now.

You know that feeling you get when you see Romeo and Juliet’s love for each other? That sense of happiness when they’re together coupled with the feeling of deep sadness when they’re apart? This is how I feel with Jacob though the love I have for him is somewhat different. At this stage, he is (and will always be) my best friend. He protects me and only leaves my side when it is absolutely necessary. I’d feel lost without him.

A few times I’ve heard Momma, Daddy, and Jacob talk about “imprinting.” All they’ve told me is that it means Jacob has this “powerful force” inside of him that makes it close...

My name is Renesmee Carlie Cullen and biologically I’m only 2 years old. If you saw mw on the streets, you’d think I was adopted. My mother (Isabella) is 19, my father (Edward) is 17; and I’m also not fully human. You see, my parents, are vampires. My daddy is really 109 years old but my momma was turned minutes after giving birth to me. So she’s older than daddy if you look at the numbers on their current records but the birth certificate tells a different story. My family is complicated but I love them.

This is also why I’m half-human, half-vampire (my momma was still human when I was conceived). I am as fast and intelligent as the rest of my family, and I hunt with them and Jacob by my side (I’ll explain more about him later. Human food can still appeal to me (well at least eggs do) and I need to sleep every night like any 2 year old (haha!). vampires don’t sleep and they only drink blood. I love my family ‘cause we only hunt animals who aren’t in danger of becoming extinct.

I got this idea to write in a diary...

Tags: bella, cullen, edward, jacob, renesmee, vampire